Once upon a time in a land far far away, there was a guy who love a girl so dearly and they lived happily ever after, such a simple storyline yet so hard to achieve sometimes i ask myself whats the purpose of living as a man everyone starts with a 100points but the more they grow older, the more negative they become until they end up in a state whereby they are worse then animals. sometimes when i look at my youger cousins and babies, their innocent look, something all of us used to have hanging on our face all the time but now it has become something we will never ever get back again. Reality is cruel no one is able to avoid it, it pursues us from the day we're born till the day we leave and even when we die, we still have to face it. for example when we're born into this world, money is needed to buy milk powder la and stuff, until we become teenagers even more money is needed to maintain our needs and sometimes we might get misguided and will end up on the wrong paths, until we're grown ups we will have our own family our own financial burdens and we will also have to support ourselves and our families, till the day when we're old we still need money for retirement until we die we still need money for our COFFINS -.- laughs its we ourselves who let the world, the reality, the obstacles and the burdens make us lose that innocence but its also because of all these things which make us mature and think wisely, if i had a choice i'd rather stay innocent, stupid and not know about anything, just a train of thoughts i had been thinking for a long long time :)